Monday, October 27, 2008

Tagged

Ooohhh yay I was tagged by Lyric silverpear.blogspot.com/

1. Where is your mobile phone? Right next to me what a dork!

2. Where is your significant other? At a rehearsal ah the joys of being a rock n roll widow!

3. Your hair color? Strawberry blonde with two blonde streaks that need redoing. I want more blonde in it.

4. Your mother? Stresses me out at times but is a great friend at others.

5. Your father? Is eccentric, a fabulous cook, has many wild ideas, knows a lot about a lot and loves his children and grandson dearly.

6. Your favorite things? I love my new Ipod nano that I purchased today. My green magna. Books, magazines. My DVDs.

7. Your dream last night? I dreamt about work yuck. I did a First Aid course last week and dreamt I had to help someone who was rather portly, aaarrrggghhh!

8. Your dream/goal? To have another baby or two, I hope for at least one girl but if I get all boys then that is ok. I want a house too, with a laundry and a nice kitchen and a yard for my boy to explore and a room for Jimmie to keep his guitars and CDs and things and a bathroom with a seperate bath and shower not a shower over bath. Plus airconditioning. I would also love to eventually leave my current job and work in a field I am more interested in such as teaching or something to do with babies/pregnancy.

9. The room you're in? Our lounge room with the unpainted water stained ceiling and the horrid shag carpet and our velvety black couches with fluff/cat hair and baby snot/spew all over them nice. The tele is on in the background. I am sitting at my beautiful dark wood freedom desk which I love.

10. Your hobby? Reading, watching movies, playing with my boy.

11. Your fear? Losing someone, losing things.

12. Where do you want to be in six years? With at least one (or two) more child in our own home that is paid off or almost paid off. With another qualification. Not working where I currently work. In a happy relationship (hopefully still in the one I am in now)

13. Where were you last night? Here at home eating a yummy dinner with my family then hanging out with hubby.

14. What you’re not? Pregnant (sniff).

15. One of your wish list items? A bike for me with a wee rider on it for Dylan so we can go out cycling together.

16. Where you grew up? Sorrento and Ferntree Gully.

17. The last thing you did? Went in to my son's room to lay him back down to sleep for the fourth time after hearing him saying "mummmeeeeeee, mummmeeeee" through the monitor. Oh and paid some bills.

18. What are you wearing? A cute blue polkadot baby doll nightie and pink slippers.

20. Your pet? A timid little black girly cat called Natasha May or "Shasha" as Dylan calls her.

21. Your computer? Four years old, would love a laptop I could be doing this in bed!

22. Your mood? Optimistic that I am going to get pregnant in the next month or so, I hope.

23. Missing someone? My husband while he is at his rehearsal.

24. Your car? Beautiful green magna 6 years old. Dylan calls it "mummys car".

25. Something you’re not wearing? Underwear, I am sure you all wanted to know that.

26. Favorite store? Baby bunting I know I am sad.

27. Your summer? Hot, nice, BBQs, drinks, icy poles, my husband loves it.

28. Love someone? My son, my husband, my friends, my family.

29. Your favorite color? Black and purple.

30. When is the last time you laughed? This afternoon watching Dylan get up to some antics.

31. Last time you cried? Yesterday when hubby was nasty to me about bloody Sorrento.

I love doing this type of thing sad I know.

Monday, October 20, 2008

WHEN WILL I BE PREGNANT AGAIN?

We are on the Trying to Conceive path again, we actually started 4 months ago. Last cycle I had the usual pre menstrual spotting for a few days and then it stopped and so on CD 27 and 13DPO I tested and got a BFP but it was very, very faint but DH could see it too and so I thought I would test again the next morning as I had taken the test at night. The next morning I got up a little excited and took another test but BFN. So I thought I will wait until tomorrow and test again. But I didn't need to as AF arrived in all her glory, waaaaaa. And Af who is usually 5 days or so continued on and on and on some days were just spotting then when I had had it for 13 days it got super heavy again like day 1 and I had had enough so I took myself off to my lovely GP John who told me he suspected an early miscarriage/chemical pregnancy. And I felt a little sad at that point. He was very sympathetic and sent me off for an ultrasound to ensure there were no retained products which there weren't thanks goodness. Then bleeding continued on for another 4 days so 17 days all up and now I am waiting waiting for something to happen AF or O, I think I am on CD 31 sigh. When will I be pregnant again? I so want another baby and I know it will happen but when. Sigh.